I've been in this darkness for years and years.
Trying to live
Sight blurring through tears
I cry,wondering how I get through each day
Still saying stuff but still being played
I can look around me and sense the tension in the night
Like something unnatural,somethings not right
I think of my past that I try so hard to hide
And everyone that I love that has died
But I think pf the good times and they lead me out of this suffocating darkness