My christmas wish

Here come the festive time of year
when the decs go up and the children cheer!
lovers kissing holding mistletoe and wine
when the snow falls and the stars shine.
yet the memories come back and haunt my mind
that special day number 25 the day that shook my life.
the day my mother died.
everybody was partying and having fun,
when the funeral arrangements had just begun.
everybody happy, they couldnt feel the pain
how could i tell them? how could i explain?
the evil heart attack that stole her life
or was it just Santa sneaking in in the night?
well he can take his presents back and we wont have the 25th day
he can take away the manger, the stable and the hay,
he can take away the lights and the festive season
just as he took away my mother without giving a reason
he can f**k off back 2 his grotto and stay away
my Christmas wish being that i had not been alive that day,
another wish so we wouldn\'t be sad:
is that last Christmas was the Christmas i NEVER had