I cant fake this smile no more
The tears just want to fall
And yet im still here lieing
Making the people around me think everything’s wonderful
Knowing I feel so alone
And want nothing more them to walk out of the dark
I see the light
Yet im never aloud out of the cave
You want me here
Me not understanding why
But still here
Waiting
Waiting for what is still unknown
A mistery
I close my eyes to make a wish
Praying that when I open them you’ll be there
I count to five and as my eye lids slowly open im still left there disappointed
The smile fading and the tears falling fast
And this life…
Hopeless..
