Did You Believe Them?

I have some questions in my mind
I kind of hope you'll see
Questions like will you read this
And when you do will you miss me
Did u believe all my lies?
Did I finally push you too far away?
Did u believe what u heard from them?
All those lies I couldn't say
Do u still care for me
Or is this our last goodbye
Will I become your distant memory?
As soon as I stop to die
Will u believe me now?
When I tell you im going above
I've escaped hell thanks to you
You taught me how to love

..an old one of mine