I hate feeling
like this
i keep thinking
and i don't know why
theres so much a desire
but how can i achieve
when everyones a liar
stabbing me in the back
whats happening
my life's destroyed
I'm tired of smiling
just to hide the truth
its all too much
i have no one
with that one special touch
to keep me company
all of its
sucking the breath
from my lungs
nothing fits
its all a mess
its pulling the life
out of my soul
just give me a kn ife
let it all end
its taking the love
from my heart
i see the dove
is this a sign
its controlling me
i cant move
cant you see
I'm dying here
help me please
make it stop
its a tease
grabbing and then letting go
if you grab
don't let go
don't try to stab
it hurts to much
be prepared
for every things locked inside
none of this have i shared
can you take the chance
......a chance to be with me
or are you just like the rest
