Pain

No one is here.
I sit alone in the faded coal-black shadows.
Wishing i can feel the intense heat of his lips on mine once more.
His tender kisses were as sweet as irresistible chocolate.
If only he had loved me as much as i loved him we would forever and always be together without any kind of worries and we would be able to trust one another with what ever we do and where ever we go.
Yet again I'm sadly alone.
I can just remember how insanely good he looked in those tight black pants of his.
Oh how i truly wish i were still with him.
Sometimes when we would cuddle he would start purring...that silly kitty.
I took his trust and he totally tore it apart.
I can't believe him, he seemed so real, so incredibly real to my agonizing heart.
He was my sweet smelling rose that i loved so much until it turned black.
Why did he have to lie to me.
Did he think lying to make me happy was going to cease my excruciating pain; cause in that case it didn't work; it made my pain significantly worse.