This life dat im living
Is like a whole in da ground
Cause wenever its filled in
Means a heart has shut down
For the ones that are loved
They have tears that will cry
And the ones all alone
Are the ones left to die
My momz not around
And she hasnt been for years
Yeah, I spend my dayz
With eyes full of tears
But i've realized now
Im just waisting these criez
Cause im crying for someone
Who's never been in my life
When dey ask about my father
I turn around and say which one?
Am i really someones daughter
Or am i just being dum?
With water in my eyez
My shame turns to reply:
"The father dat i knew
Wasnt blood nor was he mine
But i thought his love was true
T'ill he beat me all the time"
I really miss my mom
And i really miss my dad
Why do i miss these souls
That i never really had?
I love my freinds
Their my family
The only lives
Who stuck by me
I miss my niece
And my nephew
I hate these lies
That their living through
I heart my sis
And my brother too
I dont care wat they put me through
I just want things
To the way they were
I might be crazy
But i know for sure
Its not their fault
Its the life we lived
And the lack of love
That wasnt gived
"I love you guys
But i wonder why
You take their side
Instead of mine?
I just wanna have
A fresh re-start
I never wanted to be apart,
Please dont let this be the end
I have to see those kids again
I miss the life i had with them
Please dont do this
To me again..!
