Iv tryed for so long to find where i belong. I see who i am, but no one else can.
You turn and walk towards me, only to completely avoid me.
I feel like somethings inside me and it wants to control me, but i cant let this win, i cant give in.
The shadow inside is so mad, It wants to come out and find what it never had.
I know this evil inside me, but i cant see why it wants to end me.
This evil is apart of me, and all it wants to do is destroy the other half of what only others see. The one side which is shown, is all that my friends have known, but there is a dark side, one which is only inside.
Sometimes it becomes to hard to control and i just let go.
It is me, but not what i want to be.
I can never win because this evil is within.
So all i can do is hold it back and hope my heart does not become to black...
