No Certainty

Sense of uncertainty,
Was it the right choice to make?

Stitches that I now face,
Running up and down this mellow skin.
Stab once, twice to make it better,
A change of meaning, how I am.

Flash backs of the past,
What was wrong with me?

Hair pinned tight back,
Tension so tight, it won't break.
Goodbye to the times,
When it was ok to cry.

Nothing left; it's all behind,
Where's the right path?

Dying in a pool of blood,
Heart breaking in front of you.
I can't say thankyou,
You did nothing for me.

At all.