Does It Matter?

Looking into the sunset
Wishing it was my last
Many times ive sat here
Thinking of the past

Wishing every night
When i close my eyes
That i wouldnt wake to see
And that my world slowly dies

Dreams of the end
The sun only shines
And that the wings of an angel
Will be mine

Seems the past only matters
And no future i can see
And the pain in my heart
Will set my heart free

Family; spilt in two
And my friends fade away
And my memories with them
Are the only thing to stay

As the sun fades away
And the moon is shone
I turn and walk away
As the happiness is gone

The heal of my foot turns
And the noise of my feet patter
Another day alive
Asking; does it matter