My Suicidal Revenge

The day has come I
finally can do what I
couldn't do before.
Ya thats right.

I can finally end it all
by one little pull. You
can't stop me so don't
try. You'll all fail like
the rest.

I found the gun. So
don't come between
me and my fate, or
you'll end up like me.
I won't stop tell I'm
through.

The gun is pointed to
my head now. My fate
has been sealed. Come
kiss me good bye cuz
you won't see me again.

With the last minutes
left. I close my eyes
and picture all the
shit that went wrong,
and my life flashes
before my eyes.

With these last
seconds left I wish
it could end differently,
but I also know it
won't.

Now my heart is beating
none stop. I feel sick to
my stomach, I'm panicking.
Knowing this is my last
day.

Thinking of ever one that
has a place in my heart.
How horrible they must
feel after seeing a loved
one dead on the floor.

But then I remember all
the ones that made me
this way. That have hurt
me so badly that I can't
tell a single soul about
what they did to me.

I open my eyes. I put
my finger on the trigger.
Click! I dropped the gun.
What have I done. A
tear rolled down my
face.

The gun was empty. I
lived through that day
thinking how it could be
my last.