My Mommy

Written wen I was 15 n 16 finish @ 17;

Song:

I remember mommy's hands
How they choked and hurted me
They never wanted me
To be near my mommy
Then I thought one more time
About the words my mommy said
They hurt me like a gun shot
But she couldnt careless
She loved to see me hurtin
She loved to see me dead
Yes those are the words
That my mommy said

I remember my mommy
How bad she hurted me
She'd throw me like a rag doll
She'd treat me like a dog
She would hit me like a fool
And send me to school
Embarressement came towards me
Questions would be asked,
Lies would appear
Behind my white mask
I ran far away
And never came bak
Being 6 years old
I will always remember that...

My problems soon did start
Ever since that age
I became what i am now
I'll always be afraid
Knowing what was my past
And wat will always be it
I'll always be afraid
Of my bruises that were laid

Oh...oh..oh..(solo)

I remember mommy's hands
How they left me with a red tan
And how her face appeared
Looking so mad
Then, theres me behind her
Trying not to cry
Cause i was afraid
To get another black eye

I loved u mommy
But i dont seem to now
You left me to be
Abused lost and lonely

Now i afto say goodbye
To u for awhile
Since all you seemed to love
Is Crystal and Kyle!