Scared of failing you again
As I look down at the bottle
Chose to forget the pain of life
Or face it all full-throttle
I know I swore I wouldn't
I know I promised you
I don't want to break my word
But what else could I do?
This is all I know
How I erase my pain
I know I shouldn't do it
I know there's nothing to gain
Please try to understand
Why I do the things I do
I do them for save my life
Not to try and hurt you
