In his eyes

by physco   Dec 19, 2005


I love him so deeply,
But to him I'm just a shadow,
He doesn't even see me,
Tho I'm dieing for his sorrow.

He knows how i feel,
But doesn't say much in response,
My heart would truly feel real,
If only he'd smile at me,
Just once.

Why doesn't he notice?
Is it because I'm small?
Why doesn't he like me?
Or maybe cos I'm too tall...

Either way i love him truly,
So much that it hurts,
Iv never felt this way before,
So deep,
Not even for words...

What should i do?
To make him love me?
What should i say?
That its only him my heart does see...

But maybe another scar,
Will make me more pretty,
Or even a deeper cut,
Just anything to make him notice me.

No thats just wrong...
It just looks like I'm cutting for his attention,
Even tho I'm not,
I'm cutting because i cant take this tension.

I see him everyday,
Well.. everyday we're at school,
I see him in the corridor,
I watch him in the lunch hall...

No I'm not his stalker,
I don't see him as much as it sounds,
I just love him too much,
And its for him that my heart Pound...

So if you know what i should do,
To make him see me in that way,
Please tell me what it is,
Cos i don't think i can make today...

Everyone at school,
Runs up to his face,
Screams my deepest secrets,
Oh how i feel like such a disgrace,
He knows that i love him.
But just looks at me with blank stair,
He knows i would truly die for him,
But in his eyes,
I'm just not there.

(Current mood:Calm)(i just wrote this for the sake of it, its not about no one)

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  • 18 years ago

    by **Stacy**

    This is really great! keep it up