This nightmare i feel

I have no one to hold me,
I have no one to show me,
I have no one to love me,
Blinded by tears i no longer do see.

I have a million scars,
I have shed a million tears,
I try to reach but its to far,
And no matter where i hide I'm found by my fears.

I'm broken deep inside,
I'm out of places to hide,
I tried to leave it all behind,
But its always me that they seem to find.

My blood is waring thin,
I'm bleeding deep within,
I'm badly torn on my left wrist,
Why did it end up like this?

I always go for the vein,
You may think i am but i sware I'm not insane,
I'm just sick of my life its so lame,
I cant do nothing right,
Its always the same.

My pillow is soaked with salt tears,
My heart is black with these fears,
I'm only set free in my dreams,
My my life wasn't always this nightmare i feel.

(Current mood:Lost all hope)