The envy

They envy me out there;
Because I have someone to love.
They envy me out there;
Because they know who I am thinking of.

They envy me out there;
Because of how wonderful you are.
They envy me out there;
Because from you, they're so far.

If only they really knew;
For we love each other it seems;
The feeling no longer mutual;
And now you're only in my dreams.

I'm afraid to go to sleep,
Knowing that I'd dream of you.
Because I've lost everything,
When I lost you.

YES, they envy me out there;
Because the truth they do not know;
We're no longer together,
But my heart will not let go.