Im sorry

Why do you hate me?
i only said i loved you,
i know its a bit much to take,
and maybe it was a mistake.

if i could turn back the time,
i would have never have said,
anything that i felt for you.
what have i done, what did i do?

i never meant to hurt you,
i never meant to make you feel uncomfortable.
i only wished you to know
that i love you and you were the only one!

and i know it ruined, what we could have had,
the friendship that could have been.
I was an idiot not to see what this has done,
to you and to me.

I'm sorry i told you, all that said.
I wish you to know I'm filled with regret.
i cry almost every little breath that take.
i don't want to make another mistake

i hate all these feelings they keep bringing me down.
Ive fallen so far that Ive broken the ground.
i don't want to love you, you wont know how much.
i want to be emotionless of any feeling as such!

all i want to say is sorry, for everything.
every thought, every feeling,
all the things i have said,
and the times i have bled, so you can forget all about me,
and go on without me in your way.

I'm sorry!