Ending

It's a never ending silence
that i just can't bear
i try to scream n yell
but no one seems to care
I try my hardest to get
their attention but those
endless stares seem to be
coming more clearer the more
i seem to talk
i never wanted it to end like this
i wanted to live to be 15
now im lying in the ground
cold n all alone
I Should have thought more carefully
then i did that night
now there r no more parties
or endless nights
now im just roting in the ground
while everyones up above havin so much fun!