Why does my life have to be this way,
Cant it be someone else's turn to have this pain?
Why cant anyone see the pain in my eyes?
Did I do something so wrong to deserve this?
The pain inside is more than I can stand.
I just want to let it out so everyone will know,
But I can't, for if I do they wont understand,
So will this pain ever end?
Is this it, is this the way my life is to be?
Its been this way as long as I can remember.
No one has ever gone through this,
It's always difffernet, yet always the same.
But this pain is more than pain, it's emptyness,
A hole that was never filled .
I'm all alone in this cold dark world,
Yet everyone is around me.
So many tears fall from my weakend eyes,
No one knows the pain I am in,
For I hide it with a smile.
Will anyone ever know, do they even care?
Everyone thinks I have a great life,
Oh, if they could walk in my shoes.
Then they'd see what I go through,
How I'm cut so deep inside.
But until that day comes,
I will go on with my life.
Pretending that I'm someone else,
Living someone else's life.
Please tell me the honest truth about what you think.
