Hi There!!
Firstly allow me to wish you a very happy new year...
coming to this poem of urs which somehow hasn't been understood by many people as of now...i must say that it needs lot of pain to say the things u said. its ur imagination or its ur true feelings....i m not sure...but i m sure of one thing...this one is painful or maybe i m feeling too much pain...really liked it dear

but u better stay strong...coz as long as i stay alive...i need ur poems!!

take care and all the best forever