Its hard to say what has happened to me,
It scares me that knowing what this person did
Im going to tell you this story, which isnt so happy
One night, as a little girl, I was sitting in my room
Pretending to be mommy, I heard daddy come home
Daddy was drunk, like his usual self
He had anger burning in his eye
He runs toward me and looking at me like a crazy man
Daddy grabs my arm, throws me on the floor as I began to cry
A dozen hits here, a couple slaps there
I wonder what did I ever do wrong?
Can my loving daddy be in there, somewhere?
Next thing that has happened is really hard to say
I cant believe that someone would do this but
Daddy went up my nightgown and begins to play
Now I know what youre thinking
Did I hear that right? Is it true?
Yes, Daddy has hit me and raped me too
Now dont tell mommy cause thats what daddy told me to do
When he was done, I laid there still
I couldnt move and I couldnt breath
How could anyone ever do this to me?
Now I dont want you to feel sorry,
Now dont you get sad
Lets just say Daddy is no longer mad.
Later that night Daddy was drinking again
He and mommy were fighting, like they do everyday
Daddy ran out jumped in his car and left
As he fell asleep, the car and tracker trailer met
Around and around Daddy and the car went
So thats how daddy died that night
Dont worry bout mommy and me now
Cause now hes gone, our lives are just right
Scars are still here from what he did
Its sick that a man could do this to a little kid
