Ive loved you,
Ive hated you,
God, Ive even wanted to kill you.
Every single emotion in the English language,
Love,
Joy,
Anger,
You name it; Ive felt it for you.
You were my first. For everything,
I would of killed for you,
Its funny really, everyone thought I was dreaming,
Just being a silly schoolgirl,
They laughed at me,
Told me to wake up,
But I was in deep,
I was in love,
With you.
We laughed and joked,
Did everything together.
But then you started disappearing,
I wouldnt know where you were,
Then out of the blue,
You said it,
Its over,
I stood there numb,
Punched and kicked the wall,
Tears pricked at the back of my eyes,
Then, a river.
My life was over,
It came to a halt,
People still laughed,
They said I was pathetic,
I dont think I was,
I was just a girl in love,
With you.
