Something queer

Something queer
like "i love you",
nothing like that at all.
I'm aware.
i know.
i can see you hate
that side of me.
just wish
i could meet you,
sometimes wish i could be you.
something queer like this.

"sick, its sick"
not to me,
to me its
gluing the vapor to create the person.
to me its beautiful.

something queer
like these
killing seas,
escape route for someone
just like like me.
"they cant see us, son"
and i used to see
into the future.
looks dark from here,
looks so small
from above those
killing queers.

nothing to hate,
nothing at all.

"nothing to hate"
can i not see,
can i not lose this sense of continuous differentiation?
where is my sense?
where is my mind?

you look so small to me,
but for me you are
too big.
need to make myself seem
big man-make hits.
astro-car know it all.

something queer
like you and me.
can smell me off,
pick me up.
"nothing to fear"
no sense at all.