Suicide

I guess you could call me a normal teen
not grea, not useless but in between
I'm not perfect but that's alright
that isn't the reason why I cry at night
my parents are divorced, my grandma died
I've been waiting for years but the pain won't subside
my boyfriend broke up with me, my friend likes my crush
I'm usually fine, but this is too much
my emotions are starting to show
tears and lies are all that I know
anguish and pain are the friends by my side
that is the reason I commited suicide