You keep on pushing away
I keep pulling you back
but it seems like the more you speak the more patience I lack
because it gets so hard trying to pull together for you
You thought I was blind, and all this while I knew
You keep on breaking yourself apart
Finding reasons to break my heart
the more I cry, the less you die
I keep falling and stalling for your time
You should be glad you're not like me
hanging on the edge of ecstasy
and when you're wonderin' who pushed you
you'll remind yourself that we're through
because, lately, I've hated loving you
You kept on lying with every word you spoke
You wrapped your hands around me and made me choke
with every broken glass
and every table crash
I just closed my eyes
and tried to forget my past
You never pulled me through
I was always spending all my time with you
some people would blame me for ignorance
and simple silence makes me tense
and i wont stop just to forgive you
I'm done making excuses, I'm taking my own advice
I look up at you yelling at me
I close my eyes and try to remember who you used to be
You should be glad you're not like me
Hanging on the edge of ecstasy
and when you're wonderin' who pushed you
you'll remind yourself that we're through
because lately, I've hated loving you
