Downhill

The tears are there
behind my eyes
hidden too deep
bihind cold words and lies

the snow falls around me
but I don't care
all I can think
is that I shouldn't be here

it all went downhill
when I turned thirteen
I came into a world
that was way too mean

my life has been twisted
and turned around
I finally stopped falling
now I've hit the ground

I think about the sorrow
as I take another pill
the torture still won't end
and I'm at the bottom of the hill