Numb

Forced into a life
of Solitude
surround by pain
razors are my
best friends
blood my energy

Thoughts of suicide are never
far behind
dreams of my
funeral
haunt my mind

My heart hurts
My arm is numb
Filled with scars
of my agony
I want it to end

My headache
My nightmare
My life

It would be that
Simple
and then it would end