Past few years

These past few years
of my 6 in this place
have been full of shameful tears
wandering if my time has came

waking up everyday with regret
going to bed with sorrow i have made
remembering the past i met
the future, i forgot, i must obade

tell me now what i must achieve
in this place we call earth
living a life i cannot believe
strucken from the moment of birth

let me wake up one day
forget what is real
forget my past
my future
is all i care about