Losing It All At Once

by JAY Poet   Dec 21, 2005


Auntie died
then you went away
I soon got expelled within that year
next thing you know
my grandma past away

When will a happy day come
This year has brought me down
I want to smile again
all you see on my sad face
is a frown

I lost auntie
I lost my love of my life
I lost grandma
and i will never get them
back in my life

I cant believe
This is happening to me
I never felt so much pain like this
I dont know if i can maintain like this

In this process
of losing everyone I loved
I didn't notice i lost myself
I'm not the same person anymore
I don't think i love myself

This pain will never go away
I cant even cover it up inside
Because you can look into my eyes
And tell that I lost something deep inside"I not only lost the ones I loved,I lost myself"

Jayma Gill

Copyright ©2006 Jayma Gill

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  • 18 years ago

    by Darien

    That's really sad :( I'm sorry.
    For some reason, when things go wrong, it all crashes down at once. But the ones that climb out through the rebel, they can claim the glory, of getting beat, and making a comeback. So keep your chin up, and don't give up. Take care.

  • 18 years ago

    by Lithium

    I'm sorry for what happens seems liek a very tough time i hope you feel better soon and i'm here if you need to talk xox sam

  • 18 years ago

    by ~*You are my only one*~

    Thanks for commenting on my poem. I really know how it feels. I never got to know her and it feels like there is something really BIG missing in my life. Well just to let you know im here for you!

  • 18 years ago

    by TinyDancer46

    ='(

    I know you probably hear this all the time and don't believe it, but I know exactly how you are feeling. This year has been so hard on me, I can't even explain. If you ever need a friend, I'm ALWAYS here hun! Whether it be wind, rain, snow, or fog I'm always here. I hope you'll be okay...

  • 18 years ago

    by Nee

    Wooow hun great one ;)