I Was Right

The day i thought
was going to be great
but it fell apart
right in front of my face

You were suppose to come over
sit on the couch
watch a movie
and have no doubts

But then our plans came to a stop
my step dad was angry
things were messy
my mom then said maybe not

We had one option
a tiny get away
just walk around the mall
cause neither of us had money to pay

My head was filled with questions
images flew in my mind
you knew something was wrong
but all i kept saying was never mind

It turned into a chase
finally i won
we sat on the stairs
and exchanged thoughts

It was hard for me
its hard to tell you things i thought
usually i push it aside
and just pretend i forgot

Finally i spoke
but it was through tears
i tried to keep them in
but losing you is my worst fear

You assured me that she was nothing
i cried in your arms
but after crying i was happy
then that happiness was lost

You confessed a secret from when we werent together
you met her at the same place we were
i already knew what came next
you kissed her

At that moment
my legs felt like they broke
and that the beats of my heart stopped
and tears began to pour

You hurt me so bad
it hurt to know that i wasnt wrong
it hurt because i was right along
and all i could do was cry in your arms

After all the talking
after the tears dried
the storm passed
and then i realized

I realized that i wanted you for mine
i wanted to be with you
and for me to be
the only girl in your life

So i pushed away my fears swallowed and asked
i said it once more since you were unsure
then that was that

Now im happy
happy to be in love with you
but the fact that you kissed her
still kind of hurts..a lot