Tonight,
Is the night,
Ill either say goodbye,
or find a reason for living,
Lives never gone my way....
so why should it start now?
Will I die because I wanted to....?
Or because It was what someone else's wanted?
Tell me goodbye,
As I lay here,
Waiting for my bloody death,
Ill be ok...
someday...
Ill never have to turn back...
Cause your love was never there for me....
I asked for help so long ago...
and never got it....
Now you might hear me....
as I say Welcome to my life a******