Sitting in a corner
trying to block you out
I just can’t ignore you
and it’s starting to creep me out.
my breath is getting quicker
and my heart is pounding fast
the mist is getting thicker
as it’s covering my past.
Part of me wants to forget
but the other part is dying inside
there are so many things I regret
but other things I don’t want to hide
half of me wants to start again
but I don’t think that would work
we aren’t even friends
and to start over would just hurt.
the sound of thunder startles me
and I jump a little in fright
How the heck did this happen to me?
All in just one night.
The taste of dust, it suffocates
as I start to feel closed in
I think I’ve lost enough in faith
and I just can’t seem to win.
It’s getting harder for me to breath
as I fade into the night
I look up and I see death
I’m giving in, but I’m trying to fight.
the smell of must and mildew
the cold hard floor beneath
thinking of things you will do
and thinking of things I need
thinking of anything possible
and everything never to come
these thoughts are just unstoppable
but I’m slowly becoming numb
I’m cornered against the wall
trying to block this out.
I feel myself starting to fall
there’s nothing I can do now
