I don't want to fear to speak my mind. I don't want to be afraid to scream and cry. I'm so insecure that it scares me. Before I lay down to go to sleep I think about all the pain that bestow es me. I cry myself to sleep and it hurts to feel so beat
Everyday I try to win and everyday I am Defeated again. I don't want you all you do is make me feel cheap. I want a new life to start over again.
Theres no do overs no retries I've F*k*d up real good this time
I hate this world and everything about it.
I want more than pain and anger i want a world with no danger
I'll never get all that i want
Because everyday i wake up and try to win but my heart is defeated time and time again...
