I apologize

I didn't mean those things I said,
The lies I told you are now dead
I hope you will find some way in your heart to forgive my apologies are to you.
The day i said i wasn't there; didn't cause the death, i lied I'm sorry, i apologize.
It was an accident i tried to prevent, not my fault he jumped.
I tried to stop him truly i did but it didn't work, he was thinking of you and how you hurt him, yeah it was my fault I'm sure but cant we be friends still, i don't want to lose you, I'm sorry, I apologize.