Sometimes i wanna be real, Sometimes i wanna be fake. sometimes i wanna think, other times i wanna take the risk without a blink. sometimes i wanna lose control and other times i know my boundaries. sometimes i can be happy at times i am sad.When i am angry i put others down so i can be glad. I do not realize or care that i make them sad. sometimes i try and at times i fail. I'm lost in my pain. this time its for reals. theres no escape, no exit, no door to release me. I'm immortal and my pain is eating me. i need your help. sometimes life can seem so surreal and i can feel every finger being pointed every word being said. I want to make no speech cause my words you have read. because sometimes i wanna be real and sometimes i wanna be fake. you will never know the real me, cause that is my take.
