Now i look back and everything is clear
To know that the scary secrets unfolded this year
But as they are secrets no words are shed
And i am left to felt very alone and dead
The past rewinds and begins to replay
For that secret was shed that unfortunate day
Many things i knew but never did understand
Now i look at him differently he is not a real man
How could he do that and they still stand by
The hours of tears she must of cryed
That secret was the key to my past
And that vision in my mind will always last
So the secret was shared and completed the past
But now it makes me wonder why it didn\'t last
Why did he leave and then return
And i still wonder that if he hadn\'t returned then would i still burn
If he had gone and never looked back
Would i not have to hurt inside and fill the gap
Why has it flown back and hit me in the face
Why do i look at myself each day with such disgrace
Why do i do the things i do
Why can\'t i be complete without you
Why did you leave and continue to burn
Why do make my stomach churn
I mess up the life of me and others
But why do i continue to hide under the covers
I need to fall flat into the pain
And maybe i might re-susatate again
