Stay...

**this a really long poem. one of the longest i have ever written. please read the whole thing. and then comment it with feedback and rate it. thnx**

I would never choose to leave you, but if I do I want you to know that I love you. I hate it when you smoke. But you hate it when i cut. I tell you to stop because i love you. And you tell me to stop cutting because you don't want me to die.

I would cry over you. I would die for you. You can't stop me from leaving you. Everything without you would seem all so wrong. But when I am with you it seems so right. I would never leave you because i don't love you.

I cry every night knowing that soon you won't be here to tell me to stop crying. Or just to be by my side. Thousands of tears fall from these eyes. Bleeding mascara runny down my cheeks. Knowing that one day I won't be in your arms.

I know I will be falling forever. You won't be there to catch me at the bottom of the pit. You won't be there to clam me down after a fight. No one to told me in your arms like you did.

I wish I didn't have to leave. I wish my life was normal. I wish my dad would leave my mom alone. I wish you could be here with me. I wish a lot of things but i know they won't come true.

I know that this is all my fault. But its not. I have to leave, not by choice, but what is best for me. If I could would you choose to stay with you.

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