I'm sorry the truth came out...

I'm sorry I lied,
I'm sorry I can't be perfect,
I'm sorry I cried,
Am i really worth it?

I think I told you way too soon,
Suddenly the truth came out,
Sometimes I look up to the moon,
Wondering how to get out.

As soon as you knew the real me,
I could feel the coldness of ice,
It wasn't exactly hard to see,
I didn't exactly have to count thrice.

I'm so sorry for telling you,
I know things will never be the same,
I regret this with everything I do,
It really is such a shame.

We were so close,
All because of me,
Everything froze,
Because of what I've become to be.

I'm sorry but it's a true story,
Yes,I slash at my wrists,
It doesn't give me much glory,
But at least I don't feel like *siht*.

I convinced you I had it all worked out,
But really im grasping on the edge,
You have no idea what this is about,
I hope we can still be friends.

But I understand if the answer's no,
After all I am messed up,
So if you're prepared to let it all go,
I wish you good luck.

But try and understand you're everything I've got,
I'm moving schools,
And I want a good shot,
The only way is if my help is from you...