*Not one of my best.....
*but Hope you like it....
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I live for this endless pain.
Some think I'm insane,
but it's my only escape.
Death draws close once again,
this time I surrender.
My heart will never mend.
Tears will never stop coming down.
Sadness is all around.
Here I am found,
with a blade in one hand.
And cuts across my arm.
March 15, 2005:
the day Rachel died.
The day every truth became a lie.
The day my life became a struggle.
Ever since then, it's been
a constant fight with the knife.
I can't remember what it's like to laugh.I can't remember what it's like to have your heart not broken in half.
All I ever feel is sad.
My smile is fake, but what you'll see everyday.
My sadness is too real, and all I feel, but it's what you'll never see,
The only thing, that's truly me.
