You yelled at me the other day, but THEN, I didn't know why;
"I don't want to speak to you anymore!" Is what you said,
And I felt I wanted to die.
You yelled angrily, "I'm an as**ole, Go away; go find another friend!"
How could I do that? If I did THAT, my life would come to an end.
You said, "I can't stand this, so this is how it's gonna to be;
You drive me nuts; get on my nerves, when you talk to me."
It has been over a month now and I still feel lonely...alone;
You walked away without looking back, my life no longer my own.
I thought about how much I cared and how much you mattered to me,
And how tough it was for you...so you couldn't...wouldn't see.
I thought that it was something I did...did to you,
But I guess you lied, your words were never true.
Looking back now, I know why it had to be this way;
My situation would not allow us to be friends anyway.
I think beyond your words and how stubborn you were;
You walked out of my life without saying another word.
I hear about how you still ask about me wondering how I am;
Why can't you ask ME; I thought we were friends...D*MN!!
I call them up to ask them, to see if life is being good to you;
But all get is, he's alright, how about you?
You walked out of my life without thinking of me;
I know you continued your life happy as can be.
All I wish is that I could talk to you again,
But I know we could never undue the damage of then.
If I could talk to you, I would yell at you for letting go of me,
But now that I think about it...it be best to let it be.
I probably will never show you these words I cried;
I probably will never tell you about my feelings...I lied.
I know I repeated time and time again you were my friend,
But from the very beginning our friendship had come to an end.
You see my life had no purpose; I had nothing to give or do,
Until you came into my life and I fell in love with you.
