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Within my room i weep
after all these painful years
you come and stand at my door
and watch me shed my tears
my emotions now are drained
from all the tears my eyes have cried
and my friends and family don't trust me
from all the times Ive lied
my wrists ache with pain
from the cutting i have done
and my head is always pounding
from the thoughts i cant outrun
my voice is non-existent
it makes not a sound
and my heart has been shattered
its pieces thrown across the ground
and i don't know what to do
or how to help myself anymore
and i know you try to help
but please just close my door

its bad, but i have been really out of it lately.

I'm sorry!

ill try better next time

*Antisocial16*