The smile you see upon my face
theres no truth to it just 100% fake
all my friends might think I'm happy but they don't know my thoughts
How this battle has already been won and fought
I give up I swear it I do
Why should I like when I'm still in love with you
I don't know why Ive wasted 1 year in know you of my life
and part of that time I dreamed to someday be your wife
I think about this all now and see that it was just a lie
that I'm sure you never loved me and for me you'd never die
I know it cruel to ask of you but you said you die for me and I want you to die for me now
but I know thats not going to happen you just let me down
* not finished and probably never will be but tell me what you think*
