It will always hurt

Does this feeling ever stop?
Will it ever go away?
Because no matter how I push it
It won't seem to go away.

I feel like I'm drowning
In a pool of my love
And while I'm screaming on the ground
You're watching from above.

You don't seem to notice
How inside I scream and cry
And how even when I'm living
I wish that I could die.

Will you ever understand
How much my wrists long for a knife?
Something, anything To take away
All this love in too much life.

I'm just in so much pain now
I NEED to get over you but I don't know how.
It's been so long
That I can't remember when it didn't hurt.

It\\\'s always going to hurt, isn\\\'t it.