I just don\'t love him anymore

I'm pretending to care,
I'm living a lie,
I'm tell you your the one,
when I'm in love with another guy.

I'm sorry I don't what to do,
I can't seem to explain,
I don't wanna hurt you,
I don't wanna bring you pain.

So I'll live this lie a little longer,
just for you,
Cause you do mean something to me,
just not in the way u think I do.

I know what everyones thinking,
there thinking what a w h o r e,
well I'm sorry everybody,
But I just don't love him anymore

** i wrote this when i was like 14 when I was in a relationship with a guy and still liked him just more as a friend and i really liked another guy**