Tonight I stare at the Christmas Tree,
Realizing nothing will ever be the same.
The lights start blurring,
Our family will never be the same.
It's been almost 9 months now,
You still haven't come back.
You're following your own path,
Trying to stay on track.
But how do you find something right?
Without us in your life.
Coming home and us not being there,
Not having my mommy as your wife.
They say loving your childrens mother,
Is the greatest gift of all.
Loving your family more then life itself,
Catching them whenever they may fall.
Well Dad this is the first Christmas without you,
And i'm wishing in my head.
I would give up all my christmas presents forever,
Just to have you back instead.