Fun was always on the mind,
Taking all the attention, spotlight, and fame.
It was all about attracting hot guys,
excess makeup, bight auburn orange hair, the skimpy clothes
Natural beauty is now my fashion
being someone who i used to be ashamed of being.
Before i used to have just a devil on one side of my shoulder,
now i have an angel on the other side too.
Immaturity was taken away by the very hands of Being Mature.
only drops of it still left laying around.
The lame excuses have all flown away
as the wind blew in my senses.
Words form my parents lectures finally got through my ears
hitted me so hard it bruised up my mind.
stopped doing what others did or wanted
followed my own path, my own footprints, each new step,
My own.
The image of darkeness flowing in,
all disappeared in just a blurr.
The sun rose up and the clouds soared in high above.
The many different doors opened to the different views of life.
Some were tightly locked and won't budge.
Now I know that friends and family had the different golden keys.
Everything was clear now, all straight-forward told.
There's more to life than whats in front of out eyes.