In my life,
there are two sides.
A happy smile appears on my face,
so big it shows my chipmunk cheeks, as if nothing\'s wrong.
At a glance my eyes are full of axiety and curiosity,
look longer and you see a mist of fog and cloudy skies.
Mouthed words only to give comfort, support, and to jokes,
Thought words to send tears, plead forgiveness, search for answers.
Wonder-land is full of bright colors, warm sweet things,
unicorns and candy and rainbows and stars.
my-land is dark, cold, dull,
full of dead trees, broken down buildings, lock up by bars and gates.
Daydreams are only imaginative, things I want,
Reality is as if being controlled by another, ruler of Depression and Sadness.
Meaning in THIS life is to fulfill a promise,
meaning of THAT life is to find meaning in life.
Outside is a person who is look up upon,
a role model, mature young lady.
Inside is a little frightened girl crying,
alone in a little corner as the darkeness flows in.
Expresses one\'s opinion to others to help,
yet closed in locked up in a chest with a lost key.
Arms are comforting to friends, always open,
also with words on my mind from each moment in time.
Love could be like heaven, it fills in emptiness,
altohugh, the pain, the drops of acid rain does not seem worth it at all.
A clear in-sight of everything,
what to do, and where, and how.
A vision blurred by winds blown in the eyes,
only seeing outline, in-complete, almost blind.
In my life,
there are two sides.
