Hate me, or love me?

Meh... pretty good 7.5/10

I'm a damaged good,
a dirty slate for you to work on,
just yesterday you caught my eye,
and lured me in your mind.

The way you stared and cared,
deeply touched my heart,
burning passionate desire,
like fire in your eyes.

The one thing you took away,
my pride that i saved up,
for someone special, i thought was you,
but so violent you snatch it away.

So still, i scrunch my shoulders in shame,
watching you wrench me apart,
but with all the pieces left,
i have an urge to love you more.

screaming in my face,
amoungst my tear stained cheeks,
the wounds that started to heal,
re-open once again.

The others we seem innocent,happy,
hand in hand along the beach,
but as soon as we were out their watch,
he pounced around my hollow heart

Draggin me inside the dark,
it starts all over, once again,
out comes the whiskey and wine,
the slavery has now begun.

I am used to these restless nights,
sleeping on a cold hard kitchen floor,
waiting for that moment to come,
when you bruise me till i bleed.

I wanted some respect,
a kiss in the middle of the night,
a hug full of warmth,
a real soul soul that i could love.

That one second you caught my eye,
changed and ruined my life,
but now the day has finally come,
where i shall say goodbye.......