or sign in with e-mail
by 4g0tten_f@iry Dec 22, 2005 category : Friendship, family / other
She finds salvation as she writes Till comes the dawning sun Her soul is lifted far away Her heart and body one A single tear her heaven sheds For the words in which she writes And angry the thunder in her eyes For the losing battle she fights Alone she waits for love to come She calls but no one hears Childhood memories now just a myth For a child is filled with fear Struggle pursues her life in vain A struggle to survive Her treacherous thoughts and secrets kept For happiness she strives She paints her Mum a picture Of how they used to be And waits so hopeless in the dark For the Lord to set her free For Daddy cares not for her love Yet at night she cries his name But family is yet another myth Another endless game Brought up alone by two different worlds Both right with motives wrong Neither cares to call her name And care not the path she’s on A monster taints her secrets deep Of which no one else shall know The night he spoilt her dreams Was the night that she let go Years have passed her by with shame For she lost everything she loved For when the monster tore her apart Where was God above? Her pen finds wisdom on her paper And pours her feelings raw The ink smeared softly down her page From the tears she cried before She writes a letter of truths and fears Then she blows it to the wind And prays that God will read it And forgive her for her sins Again she writes a letter That she intends not to send To remind her that her fears have died All thanks to the light of a friend