I don't have a title

Tell my why I lost you

I sit in my bed
Holding a pillow
You keep running through my mind
I'm the one he hates
He's the one I love

Tell me that you lied

Behind this smile
Is everything no one will ever understand
That one little question
Still wanders through my mind
"Why?"

Tell me that you loved me

I keep closing my eyes
But I just can't block you out
I wish I was as invisible
As you make me feel

Or at least that you tried

I hate the way
I could never hate you
And the fact I'll always love you
No matter what you put me through